Kelsey Osgood’s idea is not original. Ethan Watters argued it in his book: Crazy
Like Us.
Yet, Osgood lived the experience that
Watters and some social psychologists call symptom selection. Osgood chose to
become anorexic.
In one chapter of his book Watters explained how, up until
the late 1990s there were no cases of anorexia in Hong Kong. Then, a teenage
girl starved herself to death and the media took up the cause of stopping anorexia.
Experts came flying out of the woodwork. Potentially anorexic girls were featured
in the press and on television. The result: an explosion of anorexia.
Why did this happen? Watters suggested that when troubled
young girls who were suffering from a generalized, non-specific malaise learned
that society offered attention and treatment to anorexics, they chose the
symptoms that would get them taken them seriously.
If we read Osgood’s Time Magazine story in this context, it
becomes more indicative.
She wrote:
When I
was thirteen, I decided I would become anorexic. By devoting myself to the
illness, I believed I could morph from an emotionally confused adolescent into
the anorexic girls I had seen on Oprah who
were, by contrast, models of self-regulation. I read everything I could find
about eating disorders—from Steven Levenkron’s fictional The Best Little Girl in the World in
which the anorexic character is unflappably disciplined, to the
bestselling memoir Wasted by
Marya Hornbacher, whose 202 calorie-a-day diet plan is routinely
emulated. Armed with my acquired knowledge, I eventually succeeded and
over the next eight years of my life, I was hospitalized four times.
She explains that the campaign to increase awareness
of anorexia pushed her into the illness. It needs to be noted, yet again, that
these grandiose public campaigns to raise consciousness about psychological
conditions often produce more of what they are trying to fight.
Osgood understood the point:
But the
explosion of awareness has become a double-edged sword. The number of people
hospitalized for eating disorders has risen 24 percent, from 2000 to 2009,
about the same length of time that Eating Disorders Awareness Week has been a mainstay
on high school and college campuses since 2001.
More awareness meant more anorexia.
In her words:
I
believe that so many young women want to be anorexic because our society has
communicated not the horrible consequences of eating disorders, but what might
seem to be the benefits of them, namely, that they make you skinny and special.
Finally, Osgood asked another salient question: is there a
difference between someone who chooses to become anorexic and someone who
becomes anorexic because of underlying psychological issues?
Describing the young women she met in the hospital, Osgood
writes:
But after
being admitted to the hospital, I quickly realized that I wasn’t the only one
who had sought out anorexia. A number of my fellow patients in treatment
attested to having read memoirs prior to their illness and becoming enamored
with the idea. One of my roommates had also read Marya Hornbacher’s Wasted and was inspired. “I was on vacation with my parents, so I couldn’t do
anything, but I took notes,” she told me. Other inpatients talked about
entering starvation pacts with like-minded friends, or actively competing to
see who could eat the least. Like me, they had fallen in love with the
symbolism of anorexia and then found themselves unable to easily reverse their
destructive habits. I began to think that there might not be a big distinction
between a “real” anorexic and a person like me who had willed herself to get
it.
Obviously, once a girl decides to starve herself she will become malnourished.
This will have a direct affect on her body, including her brain. It seems
reasonable to assume that she will not be thinking clearly, will not be able to
process the signals that her body might be sending and might come to believe
that she looks and feels great. If she surrounds herself with her fellow anorexics she will be receiving moral support for her delusional beliefs.
It’s not so easy, at that point, to explain to her that she
is starving herself to death. It is even more difficult to get her to start
eating… especially when the anorexia has damaged her digestive system to the
point where eating has become an unpleasant, even a painful experience.
I tend to believe that "real" anorexics and wannarexics go down the path of self starvation for different reasons. Anorexics perceive themselves as being overweight, when in reality they're just skin and bones. While wannarexics take on the role of an anorexic for reasons other than a perception of being overweight.
ReplyDeleteOf course, the two groups can have a commonality if the anorexic mentally changes her perception of herself for the same reasons that a wannarexic starts acting like an anorexic.